I suck, I suck, I suck.
Posted by skinnyamy on March 10, 2009
Yes.
I suck.
I’m sorry girls! I totally bailed on y’all!!!! 
I am sitting here drinking a coke. And yesterday I ate at Chili’s. And everyday for the past 2 weeks I have been BAD, BAD, BAD, BAD.
Why!?
Shit. I don’t know.
I just gave up.
WHY do I do that?!? WHAT is it in my brain that just turns off? Do I not want to be that better, healthier person that is deep down inside of me?
UGH.
I promise to get back in the swing of things.
I promise to be a better skinny sister!
skinnymichell said
Whatever. You do not suck! Honey, I can’t even count the number of times I’ve been on and off the proverbial wagon over the past several years. I beat myself up every time too! But it doesn’t help anything – and actually makes you feel worse than you already do. Every day is still a struggle for me and honestly – sometimes I just want to dive into the biggest steak and loaded baked potato you can imagine. Some days I do slip. But what counts is that I get back up and move on. Tomorrow is a new day. What you do with it is up to you.
(I tell myself that almost every morning. And if necessary, I’ll say – this is a brand new hour, what I do with it is up to me…..whatever works.)